Digital art of Sy looking mildly irked. She's a teenaged human with light brown skin, dark hazel eyes, and dark curly hair just above her shoulders. She's wearing a black hoodie and standing in front of a curved gray brick wall.

Sy

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Around Since

2004 » Spring


Species

Human (Polymorphic)


Approx. Age

15 to 17


Pronouns

  • she / her / hers / herself

Gender Word(s)

  • non-binary

Orientation(s)

  • queer
  • demi-panromantic
  • ace / ace spectrum


Sy has a lot of experience as a Host / Co-Host. These days, she usually co-hosts alongside Noa and Andersen, with Renata, Deidal, and Yolo nearby.

Sy often pilots the body when we're stuck at home for long periods of time. She's categorized as a Creativity Conduit due to her fixation on the Creations.



Noa

Noa and Sy began co-fronting and became friends some time around 2020 / 2021. They were both disgusted by our then-spouse's years of intentionally predatory abuse, and would both be up late unable to sleep, after Leona had "clocked out" for the day. Currently, she co-hosts with Sy to manage social interactions, while Reese, Deidal, Renata, and Yolo linger near the front.


Reese

Reese empathized with Noa and Sy's immediate pressing need to disconnect from predatory former "friends" in early 2022. He and Sy enjoy playing various video games together.


Yolo

Yolo crash-landed in the system at an extremely inopportune time, lashing out with suspicion, and convinced that no one in the system would be able to handle his presence due to the extent of his damage. Sy welcomed him, and provided evidence that our own collective trauma rhymes with his in a few Particular Ways, including several of her own personal issues. She also assured him that he would be safer here than anywhere else he'd ever been thus far, but he didn't have to take her word for it. Time and various experiences with several system members proved Sy right, and Yolo hasn't been far from her since.


Saturn

Sy helped to facilitate Tatter and N1N3's fusion into Saturn, and continues to support them.


Deidal

Deidal and Sy have a long and complicated history. They've been working together much better in the aftermath of Sy going file-diving in mid-2024.


Renata

Renata and Sy have a long and complicated history. They've been becoming friends since mid-2024.


Deyva

Deyva and Sy have a long and complicated history. They're both classed as Creativity Conduits, due to their intense focus on Creations of the Teyviary.


Maud

Maud was originally a childhood persecutor. She specialized in highlighting our perceived failures and inability to meet external expectations of cisheteronormative and neurotypical "normalcy." We've learned A Lot since then, and she no longer gives a shit about harassing other system members over such antiquated ideas.


Pavoroso

Pavoroso and Sy have a long and complicated history. She's currently supporting him as he explores being less nsfw-repulsed than he used to be.


Aulden

Aulden bonds with Sy through their shared passion for logic and learning.


Lacuna

Lacuna is credited with being the one to fully break Sy and Deidal apart in mid-2004, with her relentless logic and her gift for smothering emotions with dissociation. Lacuna and Sy have a long and complicated history, but no current issues between them.


Two

Two and Sy have a long and complicated history.


DJ

DJ and Sy have a long and complicated history.


Griefling

Griefling and Sy have a long and complicated history.


Iso

Iso deeply distrusts the outside world, and would prefer Sy had minimal interaction with it.


Rusty

Rusty is currently asleep, and Sy intends to keep it that way for the time being.



Some of the music that's relevant ( and / or nostalgic, or in some way important ) to Sy.



♬ "Imaginary" by Evanescence (YouTube)

Someone originally sent us the demo version of "Imaginary" sometime around 2003 / 2004, and we didn't know any other version existed for weeks, if not months.



♬ "My World" by Colony 5 (YouTube)

"My World" also resonates strongly with Jason&.



♬ "Monkeys" by TheFatRat (YouTube)

CW: Fire, casual ableist language (ex: st*pid)



♬ "Sorrow Expert" by Iris (YouTube)

A song we encountered in 2006. CW: Drowning.



♬ "Dirty Computer" by Janelle Monáe (YouTube)

We used "Dirty Computer" on repeat to get the body to sleep for at least a year.



Sy has resonance with purple, yellow, green, and black.


Purple

Purple was Sy's default color for over a decade, and it still usually is now.


Yellow

Sy has a history of being able to dabble in yellow energy.


Green

Sy has begun embracing green again more recently.


Black

Sy hasn't yet explored the depths of her connection to black within the collective color spectrum - nor is she likely to publicly discuss it in great detail, if at all, when she does.